Who has holly madison dating

She has also said she wants her daughter Rainbow to read her book.

, she's been revealing more and more about life inside the mansion. This time, she sat down with Buzz Feed to share some more details about the reality of being one of Hef's lady friends. Her friends apparently asked her, "Ew, gross, you hooked up with an old dude?

Hef couldn't hear very well out of one ear, and I could hear them all talking and making fun of what was going on and gossiping."4.

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"It was just a dumb waitressing job, but after I was pressured to give that job up, I really felt cut off from the outside world. Her only confidantes in the mansion were Hefner's longtime secretary, Mary O'Connor, and Bridget Marquardt, one of Hef's other girlfriends. "Choosing to move into the mansion is such a bold choice, and to admit that you're depressed is really admitting that you made a really dumb decision. Hefner gives the same canned response every time anyone asks him about Holly's book, and Holly finds it amusing. And he does have a lot of friends that he's good to.

There's such a culture up there of everybody always talking about him being the nicest guy.

In the book she details first meeting him in 2000, when after a night out clubbing with his 'girlfriends', she realized that she was expected to sleep with him.

She claimed her first encounter with Hefner was him offering her a Quaalude from a tissue in his pocket.'Usually I don't approve of drugs, but you know, in the '70s they used to call these pills ''thigh openers'',' she claims Hefner told her.

She described her life their as a 'living hell', branding her ex pathetic, predatory, emotionally manipulative, and a disappointing lover.

She even said life in the Mansion became so depressing that she even contemplated suicide.

You know, that was the veneer and the personality that I fell for for so long.

So you are kind of afraid to speak out in a way because you're made to feel like you're crazy," she said.

In it, the now author and former model describes sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide, having been driven so low by the “back stabbing” and infighting of the mansion.

"Life inside the notorious mansion wasn’t a dream at all—and quickly became her nightmare," the promotional material on the back of the book reads.

"I talk about how that situation made me feel," Holly said.

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